Unfinished thoughts

I don't remember the last time I slept eight hours or the whole night. When I feel tired I become anxious and I don't want to sleep for long. I just want to close my eyes long enough so that when I wake up I won't feel smothered by exhaustion and the the thoughts of being exhausted. I am unsure why it is that I don't particularly like to sleep. I rather be awake during the hours that most people sleep. My mind is as clear and as bloody as the diamonds in the Sierra Leone, which would suggest I am a vampire. In all honesty, I am not fond of the sun. I favor the moon because she warms me when the darkness of life tries to harm me. She reminds me of the woman of my dreams. But